Wednesday, August 24, 2005
we met on the 22nd of May and decided to end our frenship on 24th of August....
we met for supper...the went to the park near my house to discuss our art pieces.....i praised urs as urs were really nice....u praised mine too....we found fellow art and anime lovers and we clicked immediately....as if we had known each other for a very long time....
as time passes, u taught me more about drawing. u showed me many supper night-spots. u showed me many new places.
i showed u new eateries. i showed u nice areas. i taught ur to speak better....
we were best of each other....but as time passes....the similarities became distant. we only noticed each other's differences, weaknesses and negativities. why?
u pinpointed this and that and dislike what i drew. i showed my displeasure over ur certain actions and what u did. u said i didnt understand u. i said u didnt understand me. we could never come to terms. learning and learning but never doing it.....
"what went wrong?" i still ask myself.....as if this question is gonna be answered....but the answer never came...
so yesterday, we decided to end our frenship....go our seperate ways. u continue to draw ur anime. i continue to draw my pokemon. u continue to make ur last minute decisions, i continue to plan. u continue to grow, i continue to dwell. u continue to venture, i continue to settle.....guess our grievances and differences were totally too huge and covered up what seemed like our similarities.
i will always miss and remember ur smile.....
the way ur eyes tinkle when u see something u liked.....
the way u mostly use the 2nd finger of ur left hand to rub ur eyes.....
the way ur nose moves slightly more to the left when u twitch it.....
the way u mock me in a funny and playful tone.....
the way u stand with ur right hand on ur hips.....
the way u pose for every photo u like to take.....
the way u tickle my neck when i get irritating.....
if i dont understand u...will i notice all the things u do and all the things u told me? i guess i really hold u in a important place in my heart.....u have been a great person and fren....in order for me to notice u like that.....
i will remember all of u and ur actions........will u remember any part of me at all?
i doubt so....except mabbe u will remember all the bad things i have done and all my bad points....
but thanks for this chapter in my life......i appreciate it lots.....
go ur way and do well....i will always remember u and support u....
God bless.....
Shikamaru...it is such a chore to love and care...so why do i even bother in the first place....sheesh
the facts of life....
- 8/24/2005 09:02:00 PM
